%@*#$&$^%^$%@!#@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAWDDAMN IT!!! THE 23RD!?!??!?!!? F***CKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
STOP BEING SO GAWDDAMN SHITTT WHY DO I HAVE TO GIVE YOU FRICKEN RIDES ANYWAY WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO FRIENDLY UGH SO FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!!1

you better pass that gawddamn test on the 23rd...driving in total awkward silence is very cumbersome..

friday was interesting haha

yup. got my butt up early again..i dread that friday class. no one has class on fridays. de anza is pretty much empty. but i need those units! jessica drove this time around. 8:30-12:30 econ class. 4 HOURS. but then im done =) that class lasted forever! our first break didnt come until half the class was done. im acing all the quizes though 3 quizzes a day whooo...then we went home. i was all excited because some people were coming back from college for the weekend =D. then alan hsu picked up jessica and i to go to valley fair to shop for clothes. i wanted to get a few jackets but really didnt find anything. i ended up getting an ipod fm transmitter haha. then we drove to great mall and ran into alex nguyen and his gf. THEN, at the same time, we saw alex tu, jocelyn jesse and chris young. we idled on a bench outside of game stop, then dropped off jessica to go on her date with kim ;) kim has a new car! toyota celica! lucky kim. then we ate at applebees. alan let me drive his new corolla back to my place. we then took my car and alan's car and drove them to ami's house to show her parents. we parked in their driveway, only to be told to GTFO via phone from ami, since it wasnt a good time i suppose. her parents didnt know we came and left though. we rockbanded for a bit then they left.. whooo. oh and on thursday a few of us did the panda express thing and just chatted outside of panda.
i guess today im gonna head over to frys and buy a laptop sleeve. maybe visit ami? other people? we'll see.
lots of people are coming back next week too.

almost the end of the week!

its thursday. ALREADY. its around noon and jessica is working hard on her hw. like seriously. the table were using keeps shaking...and if my backspace button werent working, id have tons of typos from missing the keys...llol. yup i found out my class that i wanted to add GOT CANCELLED INDEFINITELY. WHAT THE HELL!??!?!?! yup so intercultural studies class is at today. NEW FRIENDS!? haha i hope so. maybe ill get an actual seat in the class. sometimes i end up sitting in a row of seats in the back with no desk. that sucks.. yup i drove today. jessica brought her ipod fm transmitter and it worked pretty well in my car. now im contemplating purchasing one..since my cassette player is broken and old..plus when i played music with the cassette player it mainly blasted from just 1 speaker. if i use the radio, all 4 speakers work. yay. i think i should get a job so i can buy alot of the stuff i want. help the economy, ya know? ;) my itunes is being gay and sometimes doesnt retain my music. i uninstalled steam! and tonight i eat at panda express to help support the band. anyone wanna join me? :)

LUNCH TIME BYE!

tudai!

yup. its 9:34 am right now as im typing this, and im sitting in the library. again. just like every other day. elizabeth is sitting across from me right now doing hw.jessica is in class. were sitting at a table in a corner, like loners. wilson called as jessica weaved in and out of traffic on 237. we talked about...pretty much nothing as usual =P. yuuup my next class is at 1:30....WHYYY!?!? cant wait for this weekend! certain people may be coming back from college...one of whom may crash at my place friday nighttt..yup i cant wait for this week to end!! i hope i get to add my course tomorrow for english. if not, i guess im screwed until next qtr. i want my units!

and wilson is too good of a stalker...

and yeah ami and i havent been talking much because weve been busy. but oddly enough, im not mad about it. its a contrast from last year, where i freaked out all the time when we couldnt talk.. its a goood thing we both know that were gonna have tons of catching up to do when we do see each other =)

i might be making new friends in my intercultural studies class, but we'll see on thursday! fricken wilson hunted one of these people down on fb when i couldnt find them -__-

LOL taylor swift is playing nowww. and vince isnt around. yuup. jessica is getting me to watch all the seasons of greys anatomy..when i dont have work to do.

okay i suppose im done...for now.

OH WAIT wilson mentioned this weird story of how thanh couldnt open a door. he said it was like watching a little child struggling to open a door. LOL. wilsons messed up.

yeah if we visit that jerk, itll be me and jessica and/or vietnamese guy

and YAY THE LIGHTS ARE SO SEXY! next in line on my car to do list:
new radio! (or fix the old one) - easiest on this to do list
keyless remote entry - im really looking forward to this if i can get it done
alarm system? - may come with keyless remote entry?
tear out original speakers and put in new ones? - 5.25 coaxial speakers!?

http://www.autotoys.com/New_Tech/DIY_98/Volvo_240/volvo_240.htm

and MAJOR PROJECT- format the trunk to be an ultimate tailgate car! jk

TUDAIIIIII

yuuuuuppppppppppppppppppppppppp so today i found out this class i wanted to add ended up being postponed till thursday. professor wasnt there. jessica and i carpooled and i think were gonna continue for at least fall qtr. i had to get gas though so we went to costco, then took 280 to de anza. WE HIT TRAFFIC. WHY!?!?!?! and jesssica was late to her class by 15 or so minutes. SORRY JESSICA! so now as im typing this, jessica and i are sitting in the library...shes doing hw and im..bloggin? my class isnt until 2:30...why wont it endd!?

oh but alan and i finally finished installing the lights in my car and they look GORGEOUS! =D

possible plans:
oct 10 support the band at their competition?
oct 11 VISIT DAVIS!

bullet points

i guess things happen for a reason.
theres a better understanding now.
i wonder about those friends.
mixed feelings/reactions..

I don't know?

ehh. im not the usual type of blogger, and i dont blog. i dont know, but i just feel like typing, just to follow the theme of today. try to find stuff to do in such a warm day with nothing planned..

i dont know. i feel like i could be so much more like a better person. maybe its just my mood =P just aimlessly typing with no real goal. i believe blogs are sort of pointless, its as if its an online diary? or a place to broadcast your thoughts for everyone to see, for better or worse. BUT I GUESS IM BLOGGING ANYWAYY.

its weird. ive graduated already, but still i wonder about some of my friends. and after the graduation ceremony i thought i had a firm belief in who my friends are and what not. its just weird. nothing against them, maybe theyre just busy. i just wish theyd be more straightforward with me. also all this stupid drama needs to fricken stop. it is so pointless and i cant stress that enough. i have real issues i need to deal with such as college and all this irrelevant crap of OMG I DONT GET ENOUGH ATTENTION or MAN WHY WONT THIS PERSON JUST NOTICE THIS or WOW WILL THIS PERSON EVER CHANGE OR GIVE UP WTF THEYRE DOING?
...how about you talk with them vs posting messages that just beg for attention, and then you get anal when no one addresses it and become this little puddle of emotions. also, titles for friends such as "best friend" seems to be more of a tag than something that can be really backed up.

and yeah, i wish i could see into the future. because as of right now, i dont know.

just so i dont forget later

May 4th 2009 - 5v5 with subs playing to 21 and when we are losing 7-8 jesse twists his ankle and goes out. the score then gets pushed to 11-20 us still losing then jesse comes back in AND he is still injured! then him, me, steven, brian and alex go on a 14-3 run and win 25-23! game winning shot was me and assist was from jesse!
starting 5 = jesse steven wilson brian andrew
subs = alex and i
finishing 5 = jesse steven brian alex me
when it was tied 21-21 jesse gathered the guys on the court and said WITH GUSTO-
WE CAME THIS FAR WE ARE NOT GONNA LOSE YOU GUYS GOT THAT?! then we started talking game plan...sooo epicc

NO IM NOT BLOGGING...just yet =)

my first blog

yeah i decided to make a blog since many people, including my mom, say i bring up valid reasons of debate, interesting stories and supposedly really good, fun, healthy reading material and/or parts of literature. so i guess i made one now! Whenever i have time i will blog here about stuff.